peekaboo!

Last day of the week for school!
Hahaha, not bad not bad!
I managed to survive it all, woke up on time and conquered my test:D
Hehehee.

Just not really looking forward to work.
Feeling reallyyy lazy=/
Hahaha.
Ohwell.
WORKWORKWORK.
Brings the $$$ in.
hahaha.

Okay.
Im off to bed for nw.

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

Written on Friday, July 10, 2009 at 8:32 PM


happy.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
IM SO HAPPY.
Hehehehe.

I'll be the man, man.
I'll protect you from puddles of water.
HEHEHEHEHEHHEE.

hoho.
random(:

Written on at 12:40 AM


here we go again.

School for this week was...
WOOO~
Haha.
I just couldnt find any words to describe it.
Been having a rather carefree week so far.
And I have to say, Im kinda liking it.
Hahaha.
Just dont know how long can I stay like this for.

Projects have been chasing after me.
Laziness has finally caught up with me, and I've been neglecting all the projects and works to be done. Im guilty and charged for it=/
Hahaha.
I feel so bad towards my group memebers.
So from now onwards,
I SHALL WORK ON IT!

Havent really been training, another thing I've feeling guilty for.
I dont have the chance to train as much, yet here I am, slacking away; not going for training.
Ahhhh. Next week. I better buck up. Haha.

Just as this is the start of school after holidays, it is also results week.
One word: Disappointed.
I guess that word already show it all.
So yeap. I'll let it be a motivation and reminder that I have alot of catching up to do.

Finally went to one of my class outings. And I must say, IT WAS SO TOTALLY WONDERFULLY WITHOUT A DOUBT FUN. Made me wonder what is it that I've been missing out when I didnt go for the previous ones. Anyhow, Im still damn happy:) My first, and definitely not my last outing with them(: Tons of photos were taken. Shall post them next time, too lazy=/
hahaha.

OKAYYY, now back to studying. Test tomorrow.
GOOD LUCK PEEPO~~~~
:D

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

Written on Thursday, July 09, 2009 at 10:04 PM


3rd July.
Went over to Kumar's to decorate Gwynnie's cake and her box.
Haha.
It was nice and successful(:
Im so proud of us:D
Went home, prepare and finally, off we were to her place.
Hahaa.
Cycled all the way to Sengkang and wahhh.
The ride was.
SHIOK. Haha!
I looked like a kid who was running away from home-.-
Ramly after that wasss.
WOOO~
Hahaha.
Before you start with the glutton talk,
NO, IM NOT A GLUTTON!
Hahaha.
Went up to Gwy's after that.
Was really wonderful to catch up with everyone again.
Especially Weile.
ITS BEEN TOO LONG DUDE.
Hahaha.
After that we cycled to Buangkok for supper.
Not really nice, butttt.
I was satisfied.
Hahaha.
Went back home and crashed(:
And yeap.
Hope you liked it Gwynnie(:
Happy birthday(:

Photos some other time.
Lazy=/
love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

Written on Sunday, July 05, 2009 at 10:19 PM


say it again.

Project meeting was... fruitful?
Hahah.
A certain Mr. Oh and I had a debate on whose *ahem* was more obvious.
Nono, dont let your mind wander.
Its not what you think.
Hahaha.
Its just a certain something that's well,
for my class and I to know.
Hehehehe.

Met up with Kumar and * after that.
Ahhhhh.
The shop was close:(
So much for satisfying my tastebuds.
Hahaha.
Yes, food food food.
All I ever think about is food nowadays!
I tell you, if I ever get fat, its all *'s fault.
ALL YOUR FAULT I TELL YOU!
Hehehehe.

Oh, did I mention?
I saw a rainbow on Monday.
It was B-e-a-utiful(:
Hehehe.

Not the first, and won't be the last.
How long more, before it becomes the last?
love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

Written on Friday, July 03, 2009 at 12:15 AM


glutton!

Discovered a part of Sengkang today.
It was peaceful(:
The Mac there was really nice.
Great place to study buttttttt.
NO INTERNET CONNECTION.
Maybe its also a good thing la.
Means I wont have much distractions when I get there.
Thank you * for bringing me there(:
Hehehehe.

Decided to go to Compass Point after that.
Mac was noisy, so the library it was.
While * was doing his work, I was busy with his phone.
Hahaha.
AMERICAN PIE.
A show I havent watched in ages.
Funny funny! Hahaha.

Then it was off to the food fair!
FOOD FAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~
Ate to my heart's content!
Hahaha.
And, let me tell you,
IM NOT A GLUTTON!
I just had the appetite today.
Heeee:D

But still,
THANK YOU!(:
I had fun today.
Hahahaa.
I feel better already.
Really really:D

REPLIES.

Guardian Angel :: Hahaa, okayyyyy. TOO MUCH INFO!
Audrey :: Yessssss. GOOD GOOD! Haha. And, I'll be there for you too. Five word swear(:
Jason :: Hahaha, yea lorrr! I think my laptop is crazy alr-.- Haha. But still, thank you(:
Cui Wen :: Hehee, I will:D THANK YOU!:D

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

Written on Tuesday, June 30, 2009 at 6:18 PM


something to look forward to.

Someone gave me someone to look forward to today.
An ice cream.
Or rather, two ice creams(:

Went to school, hoping to play.
But who knew that the hall would close-.-
Spent the day with projects and the Badminton peepo.
Thank you Jason for downloading the game for me.
Though it cant work, I appreciate the effort(:
Thank you:D

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

Written on Monday, June 29, 2009 at 10:28 PM


restless&reckless.

Listening to songs I forgot I had. Going through stuffs that were kept away for too long. Its these kind of things that brings back memories. Both good and bad. Its also times like these when all these emotions that I've kept so well hidden start kicking in. I'm usually not the type to pour everything into a blog. But for tonight, just tonight, I'd like open up.

I miss everyone. How hard can a phone call be, you'd ask. A simple thing can get so hard with excuses, fears and pride getting in the way. ' Nah, their doing so much better without me.' or, ' There's nothing much to say.' . I hate how voices like these always get in the way. How procrastination can be a bitch. How I always allow all these to happen. How I'm complaining like this.

I miss eating Lor Mee with them and talking about anything and everything. Poking fun at Gwynnie about her shooting star. Having Bubble tea during Geography. Skipping reading period with Rashyd and co. Trying to escape from making announcements. I miss going back to a class I was so familiar with.

I miss having chatting sessions every Friday with the Milly&co. Yes, despite all that has happened and how things turned out for all of us, I still miss it. I miss every single one of them. I miss laughing till my stomach ached, or till we all cried. I missed the hugs, the cheers, everything. I miss going training with them.

I wouldnt mind quarreling with my mum over Badminton. Its better than this. Having to lie over and over again. I would love to tell her the truth, but the consequences scares me. Its not a matter of trying now. Because we all know what'll happen once it's open. I thought I could deal with it. But I guess I'm not as brave or strong as I thought.

I want this empty feeling to go away. Yet, I want to know why am I feeling this way. I have everything. But why do I feel like I'm missing of something?

I want these voices to stop. I want these thoughts to go away. I want to feel again.

Tonight, all that's been built up crumbled. But tomorrow, it'll be back up. I'll be alright.
Facades, hypocrisy. Put it anyway you want. It doesn't matter anymore.

I need to pull myself together.

Written on at 4:43 AM


shop till we drop.

Work was alright yesterday.
Some nice people visited:D
BUT MY DEAR DEAR DARL DIDNT-.-
Hahaha.
Nevermind, there's this week!:D

A couple of friends visited(:
Thank you thank you thank you!
You made my day:)
Hahaha.

Had Gwy over again.
It was full of movies and erm.
Food.
Pig la she.
Eat eat eat.
hahahaha.

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

Written on Sunday, June 28, 2009 at 10:46 PM