I guess it wouldn't hurt to do a lil' reflecting?
Looking back...
This year has been one which is full of ups and downs.
Not that I'm complaining.
I mean, hey, if there weren't these, life would've been boring eh?
Haha.
I must admit, I've changed quite a fair bit.
Okay, I guess we all know, it's not just abit.
But rather, alot.
From my dressing style to my personality.
It's changed, completely.
But change is good, depending on how you look at it.
Some may like it, some may hate it.
But I say, I'm kinda alright with it.
I've learnt to give and take.
Not to give excessively and not to be taken advantage of.
And as a result, I've turned into more or less, a mean bitch?
Whatever it is, change is something that we have to deal with throughout our whole life.
And who knows, maybe next year, I'll change into another different person again.
Despite all the changes, I'm glad I still have friends who stuck with me.
Like, Gwynnie.
From Secondary 3 till now, after all the quarrels and misunderstandings (you know what I mean.), after all the guailan moments and gossiping sessions, we're still as close.
Or maybe even closer? Haha.
Thank you for being there for me, even with the change, even with the shit that we went through.
You're one helluva friend man.
Well, Gwynnie is not the only one. Chubbyman and all those people who've made an impact on my life, no matter whether it was at the start of the year, or to the coming end of the year, I'll never forget y'all.
Though we aren't really talking as much, I have not forgotten.
All those words of encouragement and consoling.
If I could, I would name each and everyone one of you here.
But it's too long already la. Haha.
New friends were also made this year.
FM0901 and NYP Badminton team.
You guys are definitely part of the 'ups' in my life.
One of the reasons why I look forward to school and training every single day(:
I have fallen in and out of love this year.
Yes, that devastating break up that had Gwynnie and everyone one else calling me haggard-.-
And a new beginnings. Some not meant to be, some still on-going.
After each and every relationship, we come out stronger and braver than before.
We either become cowards, or wiser.
I'm not the latter. I'm not as noble or as strong as those in fairytales.
And for that, my dear Choon Yeong had to suffer under me.
Whether it was my harsh words or my lack of closure.
But time heals, and I guess we're doing fine for now.
I don't know how things will turn out for us both.
But I know, I'll treasure every single moment.
So that when I look back the next time, it won't be full of regrets.
Yeap, so this year.
Alisa Tan has had a really wondeful year.
Knowing new friends and reconnecting with the old ones.
I would like to say I've had no regrets for this year.
But come on, who am I kidding-.-
So, for the 2009,
I've had minimum regrets and I've tried to live life to the fullest.
Thank you to those who've brought joy and laughter into my life(:
Till then,
enjoy the last few moments of '09.
love and peace to y'all,
alisa
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alisa
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