- Friday, December 10, 2004 @ 6:18 PM
well...somethings were in my mind so i decided to post a new post here..haha...while watching inuyasha(the first movie),i can't help but wonder what everyone is doing now..sleeping?i dun noe..things have been simpler..and life was...more peaceful...without them...but...there's no laughter now...isn't it wierd?now and then..i just can't help but think abt how life would be if i still went to sch....what my friends would sae abt what i'm doing or thinking of right now...thinking abt gladdys alwaes being the chatterbox..felix alwaes teasing peeps to make them annoyed....marcus's funny laughter...and everyone...guess...maybe i..i miss them...guess you'll sae that it's onli natural for me to miss them...but...why..?on the last dae of sch..i didn't even feel sad or anything..hm..maybe during that time,i was still believing that i'll still keep in contact with everyone..very naive huh?but...that was me in the past..alwaes believing what peeps sae..and being just plain stupid..but,now,i've settled down..to be..more matured i guess..not alwaes believing peeps...starting to lose trust in peeps now...being even more alert of the peeps around me..but why..?perhaps...i'm just afraid of being hurt...maybe..i'm still the old me..but sometimes i can't help but ponder...are we still gonna be friends when we meet each other?are we gonna recognise each other when we see each other?are we gonna acknowleadge each other as friends in future when we see each other?i may never know..but..just like what cherie said..only the real ones(friends) stay...but..who will be my real friends?will it be all of them?or..none....these are the unanswered questions in my heart...perharps..they'll be answered in future..the future is unpredictable...that's what make it interesting for peeps to carry one their life with...and because of our curiousity...peeps will want to stay alive to see whats gonna happen to them...or other peeps who are close to them..hehe..well...to those peeps who've managed to read till the end..you must realli have some patience to even read this crap posting of mine..haha...oh well...gotta go now...bye...
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