After talking to Mr ***** Lim, it made me realise about something I'd forgotten over the months.
Act responsibly.
Though his advices didnt have as much impact on me than on Mr Bay, Im still grateful for everything that he've done.
I realise that sometimes, maybe I just wasnt so considerate about his feelings whenever I went to training. I was always so lazy to move, reluctant to train and to his despair, always putting other things before training. Honestly, my passion for Badminton isnt as strong as it was last year. Perharps its just my imaginations and all, but I know that my actions and thoughts have really disappointed him. And Im truly sorry about that.
He once told me that he felt that he wasnt good enough for us. I was hmm, touched and full of guilt.
For all of the times I've disappointed him.
For all of the times I've went against him.
For all of the times I've complained about him.
For all of the times I've cursed and sweared at him.
I didnt think that you'd have thoughts like this. He'd always seem so strict and composed. That I'd seem to have forgotten that even he, has doubts, concerns and worries too. Gosh, I really should be damned huh? Hahas.
Still, I just hope that its not too late to make up for things.
I promise that I'll deff change my mindset towards Badminton.
For now, I think Im just gonna heed Xiaomin's advice.
And OF COURSE, listen to my dear Wanwen's words.
THANK YOU GUYS!
Simple love you all.=)
spanish~
love and peace to y'all,
alisa
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