AHH.
training today was nice(:
Havent had so much fun in ages(:
hahahaha.
Though we started out with 2.4 -.-
and had to do his so called footwork.
and I had to go to the toilet TWICE halfway through,
[ohman, shouldnt have said mil got stomachache -.-]
it was funnnn(:
hahah.
well, the drill wassss.
Hahha.
defend defend defend!
my favorite thing man(:
hehehehehe(:
Coincidentally,
some of them had stomachache too.
So thats why i concluded today as 'stomachache day'
HAHAHAHA.
Okay la,
being super lame and random.
but really lorrrr.
hehe.
had lunch with the girls and talk cockkkkkk.
haha, been ages since I've done that.
Then after that,
went to Bowen and have my third round T.T
Stupid stomach function so good today-.-
haha.
Did the drills with joanna&co.
Got kinda frustrated with Gwen today.
think im gonna lose my voice cause of her man.
So much potential,
but she doesnt know how to use it-.-
SIGH SIGH SIGH.
Wish I had her strength man.
Then Im wonderwoman already.
And yes,
wonderwoman with G cup.
its just that its disguised with B-almost-C cup(:
HAHA!
Want to work out more man.
Think im gonna do more push ups!
Then my smashing can be out of this world already!
hahaha.
And then I can eat my banana already(:
Hehee.
After that played games.
DOUBLES!
Not bad la.
But Ah min said that I give my partners alot of pressure.
SIGH SIGH SIGH.
Maybe I do,
but i really dont know leh.
OHWELL.
One more thing into my resolution,
DONT GIVE MY PARTNER SO MUCH STRESS IN COURTTTT.
Actually,
with the current situation now in Ny,
I dont think I can la.
Haha.
Stupid Yanni distracted me today!
With her bouncing and all-.-
AND HER STUPID LOLLIPOP!
Cannot stop laughing man.
HAHAH!
Then Mr Lim gave a debrief.
Couldnt help but feel sad.
Cause Im no longer a part of this team ma.
Sigh.
Now I know why I was so driven.
Cause I wanted to win, so badly.
For the team,
the one which was like a family, second to mine.
Maybe cause I had a super strong sense of belonging to this team ba.
And as for Ny,
I dont know why I want to train so hard for.
Its not that they dont make me feel welcomed and all.
On the contrary,
we're getting along better now.
But, i just,
dont have the sense of belonging la.
I dont see why I should train so hard.
If it was because of dsa,
wouldnt it be an obligation,
and not really me meaning it?
Then it wouldnt really be working right?
I'd still be back to square one, wouldnt i?
AIYA AIYA AIYA!
Dont know laaaaa!
hahaha.
shall take a step at a timeeeee(:
things will be okay one!(:
heheheheeeee(:
All in all,
today was a great day(:
SO FUNNNNN!
hahaha.
should come back to Bowen more often man.
okay,
i stink super badly nowwwwwww.
so toilet it shall be!
hahaha.