i've finally admitted that tennis is sooo much harder than badminton...it requires alot of hard work and arm power!!while badminton only need your wrist..+sigh+ my tennis training is darn tiring...(as usual!)haha...but it's good..as long as i'm one step closer to my dream,it's all worth it..plus,my parents get to buy me more things!!haha..but i should be sensible..should be more thoughtful and responsible..aniwae,here's a song to describe how i'm feeling now..
i can't get out of bed,
or get you off my mind,
i just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind
i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you
you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean
you kept me hanging on the string
why did you make me cry
i tried to give you everything
but you just give my lies
i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you
you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean,yea
every now and then
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone,
say you want me babe,
but you never do
i feel like just a fool
there's nothing i can do
i'm such a fool for you..
[chorus]
i can't take it
what am i waiting for
my heart's still breaking
i miss you even more
i can't take it
the way i could before
i hate you
but i love you
i can't stop thinking about you
it's true,
i'm stuck on you..
now love's a broken record that's been skipping in my head
i kept singing yesterday,
why we got to play these games we play
i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you
you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean,yea
every now and then
when i'm all alone,
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
say you want me babe,
but you never do
i feel like just a fool
[chorus]
every now and then,
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
say you want me babe
but you never do
i feel like just a fool
there's nothing i can do
i'm such a fool for you..
[chorus]
---end of song---
i can't seem to get him out of my mind..i hate him for his arrogance..(it's NOT herman..)but i love him....no reason..peeps say that when you love someone,you dun have to have a reason..i suppose that's my kind of love..it's every little thing he'll do to make me feel good...nice and warm..but i can't express my feelings to him....he's out of my reach...and it's impossible between us..even if we get together,it'll never work..cause i seem to be the onli one who is commited to the relationship..my feelings will alwaes grow stronger whenever i see or talk to him....i can't help it...i'm getting obsess abt him....+sigh+..i just wish that i can quickly get out of this school...and forget everything abt him..forget the feelings i have for him...i want my life back..............
love and peace to you all,
alisa
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