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- Friday, November 26, 2004 @ 5:21 AM

lee ryan from BLUE!!better looking then duncan!=)

after receiving my results for PSLE,i felt as if the very tight knot in my heart is finally being loosen...haha..at least i did better than my prelims...better than nothing i suppose..+sigh+..but now,all i get to do is stay at home and do NOTHING..except staying at home and rot..+sigh+..nothing to do..nothing to do...im soo bored!!but at least i get to go out and shop once in a while..+sigh+..can't wait till it's tomorrow..at least i get to get out of this house!and i can buy a new racquet for myself!not badminton bu tennis..+Sigh+..badminton...im so sick of it now!cannot even be bother to look at my racquets now...until recently..have to teach april how to play...when i even dun know who to teach her!she's left handed..while im right handed..how the hell am i gonna teach her?!?guess i better start playing again..next thursdae will be the dae when i play for the teacher in xinmin to see..+sigh+..so nervous..i haven't played for a lloooooonnggg time...think i deprove liao..haha...well..better practice soon..SPANISH!oh yea..the song of the dae!

i've got a right to be wrong
my mistakes will make me strong
i'm stepping out into the great unknown
i'm feeling wings though i never flown
i've got a mind of my own
i'm flesh and blood to the bone
i'm not made of stone
got a right to be wrong
so just leave me alone

i've got a right to be wrong
i've been held back too long
i've got to break free
so i can finally breathe
i've got a right to be wrong
got to sing my own song
i might be singing out of key
but it sure feels good to me
i've got a right to be wrong
so just leave me alone

you're entitled to your opinion
but it's really my decision
i can't turn back
i'm on a mission
if you care,don't you dare blur my vision
let me all that i can be
don't smother me with nagativity
whatever's out there waiting for me
i'm going to face it willingly

i've got a right to be wrong
my mistakes will make me strong
i'm stepping out into the great unknown
i'm feeling wings though i never flown
i've got a mind of my own
i'm flesh and blood to the bone
see,i'm not made of stone
got a right to be wrong
so just leave me alone

i've got a right to be wrong
i've been held back too long
i've got to break free
so i can finally breathe
i've got a right to be wrong
got to sing my own song
i might be singing out of key
but i sure feels good to me
i've got a right to be wrong
so just leave me alone

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Thursday, November 18, 2004 @ 2:39 PM

yo,c'mon,blue
i think you're bout about it
no man could ever doubt it
your look is so delicious
could this be the night that we uuhh..

get closer just a little
take it up another level
look it's just plain and simple
could this be the night that we uuhh..

don't fight it
can't hide it
let's ride this
it just feel so right

[chorus]
you got the perfect body
love the way you're shaking for me
can we take it upstairs from the lobby?
i don't see nothing in you and me bubbling
how do we get started
how do we get private?
once we get inside
it's gonna be troubling
in you and me bubbling

when i drop it like it's hot
take it like a man
and you hit the right spot
naughty or you not
you and me we all cuddlin'
rubba dubbin'em we straight bubblin
and you love it how hot we get
all bites,no licks
these waves here got you sea sick
won't you bubble with your chick
pretty and im thick
can't no other duplicate if im the one to get with
come and bubble baby

why don't we get this poppin'
top floor with no disturbing
room service in the morning
this will be the night that we uuhh..

elevator's waiting open
don't you think it's time we go in
can't keep the penthouse waiting
this will be the night that we uuhh..

clock's ticking
time's wasting
and you're amazing
this just feel so right

[chorus]

got a body like woah
why you waiting over there let's roll
take it all the way to the top floor
and let's get bubblin' girl,bubblin' girl[x2]

i know this juicy got you crazy
you all up on it like you wanna make it
bump bump can you handle this
all of this up in this trunk trunk
reece got tricks and stunts
up in vip
boo you know it's only you i see
pour the cris and drink it off me and ugh!
don't be scared
you lovin' all these curves
and it ain't no time we bubblin'

ooh...woo...wooo..oooh..

[chorus]

wanna get bubblin' girl?
penthouse is waiting

well...this is the song in my mind at the mo..so...just type it down...best of blue cd is already out!!and i bought it!!!haha..the songs there is NICE!one of the songs make me wanna P-A-R-T-Y!!!haha...todae..is the second last dae of school.....and it's realli unbelievable...still can't believe that we are gonna leave each other...im realli gonna miss everyone...had a fun time play captain's ball against the boys...we won them!!haha...oh well..nothing to write now..so...SPANISH!!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Monday, November 15, 2004 @ 12:43 AM

song of the dae!!

i looked away
then i look back at you
you tried to say
things that you can't undo
if i had my way
i'd never get over you
today's the day
i pray that we'd make it through

make it through the fall
make it through it all

[chorus]
and i don't wanna fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare at you
i don't wanna talk about it
and i don't want a conversation
i just wanna cry in front of you
i don't wanna talk about it
cause i'm in love with you

you're the only one
i'll be until the end
when i come undone
you bring me back again

back under the stars
back into your arms

[chorus]

wanna know who you are
wanna know where to start
i wanna know what this mean
wanna know how you feel
wanna know what is real
i wanna know everything
everything,
everything

[chorus]x3

well..this is the song of the dae..im too lazy to write anything now..even though i have tons of things to write abt todae...+sigh+..oh well...spanish!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 @ 3:27 PM

sorriderai
e ti rivedo come sei
incrocerai
lo sguardo mio per poi dirmi addio
e mentirei
se ti dicessi 'ora vai'
oramai...oramai..

[chorus]
a chi mi dice
che tornerai
non credo oramai
oh..a chi ti dice
che sto male pensandoti
tu sorridi voltandoti
verso lui

indosserai
sorrisi allegria ma senza magia
non piangerai
perche' tu non riesci a perdere mai
ma lo sai (ma lo sai)
oramai..oramai

[chorus]

Oramai... tutto dice
Che cammini pensandomi
sopravvivi ai ricordi senza
un perche

sorriderai
nulla ha piu senso
e girero le citta
ma non ti scordero

ooohhhh...aaahhh
come mai (come mai)
io sto male pensandoti
tu sorridi voltandoti
verso lui

ohhh....a chi mi dice
che tornerai
non credo oramai
oh...a chi ti dice
che sto male pensandoti
tu sorridi voltandoti
verso lui
verso lui

+sigh+soo many unexpected things happened todae..well,at least there were MORE peeps todae compared to yesterdae..went to ying yi's house..had fun..played games and so on and so far..found a true friend got a good scolding..haha..(i reached home late fron ying yi's house)...so fast..and it's almost the end of the year already..i'm sure gonna miss my whole class!!even though i hate some peeps..but i'm gonna miss hating them!!haha..aniwae..this is the french version of BREATHE EASY....trying to learn it..and it's goin very well!!haha..well..got a BIG BIG dae ahead of me tomorrow..so..SPANISH!!!!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Monday, November 08, 2004 @ 8:20 PM

+sigh+...todae,almost half of the class didn't come to school todae!there was even more GE pupils than our class...alot of backstabbing happened todae..and..i can do nothing abt it..guess..i just dun wanna be involved into anything..but i can't just keep quiet right?i tried hinting to her that they're not that kind of person..but i guess..she just dun get the hint..maybe it's not very direct..maybe i should just tell her on the face?i dun noe...i think it's time i start defending my friends and not alwaes keep quiet..i kept quiet in the past..and that ruined my friendship with a bestfriend....+sigh+....no songs to express my feelings..but i keep having this song is my head..

sometimes it's wrong to walk away
though you think it's over
knowing there's so much more to say
suddenly the moment's gone
and all your dreams are upside down
and you just wanna change the world goes round

[chorus]
tell me,
have you ever loved and lost somebody
wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry
can't you see
that's the way i feel about you and me,baby
have you ever felt your heart was breaking
lookin' down the road you should be taking
i should know
cause i loved and lost the day i let you go

can't help but think that this is wrong
we should be together
back in your arms where i belong
now i've finally realise that it was forever that i've found
i'd give it all to the way the world goes round

[chorus]

i really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
to have it all and let it slip away
can't you see
even though the moment's gone
i'm still holding on somehow
wishing i could change the world goes round

[chorus]

that is the song of the dae lah..+sigh+..nothing more to dae liao..so..SPANISH!!!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- @ 11:35 AM

is this masquerade finally over
can we put down the roles that we played so many times
is this really the finale curtain
the end of the play

or will we dance this dance we danced
again and again and again

[chorus]
once again i walk away
there's no turning back this time,baby
once again i walk away
every step i leave you behind me
once again i walk away
determine this time you'll be sorry
once again i walk away
if you ask me
you know i'd stay,yea

if we put up the sun
and stop it from shining
girl we both know
we still couldn't be anymore in the dark
oh,there's no flashlight
there's no inside
try after try
oh,we keep running round in circles
time after time
hello,goodbye

[chorus]

i walk away, i walk away
but i know i will be back again
i walk away,i walk away
but i know that i will be back again

yea,i walk away

[chorus]

this is the song of the dae!!haha...this song..is for this guy....i'm walking away from him...trying to move on..even though it hurts,i know that it will only bring more misery if i dun...+sigh+..nothing to sae todae...cause nothing happened todae..it's just another boring boring dae...+sigh+..well,my mother is nagging me to bathe now...SPANISH!

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- Saturday, November 06, 2004 @ 5:06 PM

we come from humble beginnings
and who got have guessed it when
things ain't all that bright
but we made it through the night
oh,it's like a game of truth and dare
if you can make it here
you'll make it anyway
that's what we've been told
but the story's getting old

together we faced the cold outside
noone could try we didn't try
and i would never give you up or let you go
together we faced our finale fears
remember the moments that we shared
and i would never give you up or let you go

[chorus]
we'll be ready when the curtain might fall
feel my heart beating when the crowd call
i gotta read between the lines
cause i'm living of the script of my life
cause we all got a part we must play
and i've done it but i've done it my way
i gotta read between the lines
oh,in the script of my life

we started out many years ago
no one would ever know
how far we've realli come
since we've walked away
and no more words to say

yea,we made alot of sacrifice
undid alot of ties
fought alot of fights
to get where we are now
just don't ask me how

together we faced the cold outside
noone can sae we didn't try
and i would never give you up or let you go
together we faced our finale fears
remember the moments that we shared
that's why i'd never give you up ir let you go

[chorus]x3

hmm...why i chose this song for todae?dun noe...just love that song..it's BLUE's new singles!!!YAY!they've FINALLY released a singles..haha..the song is nice..and i finally know the tune and how to sing it!!lalalalala...we'll be ready when the curtain might fall......haha..yesterdae..i was soo HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!haha...but i couldn't even find a song to express my feelings!i needed a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY song..and some peeps whom i asked just suggested some stupid song..+sigh+but thanks to fewee,he helped me thought of actually composing a happy song..but i've never composed a happy song before..it's just all those sad and angry songs i've managed to composed..thankfully,i was able to compose one.....haha..thinking abt it makes me laugh..i actually walked around the whole neighbournood to get some inspirations!haha...yesterdae i was as happy as a lark..but todae..i'm as tired as a...i dun noe..but i'm just super duper tired......partly because of my training..hit here..hit there..run here..run there..i can die man!and to make it even more worse,i had to play a match..not doubles..but singles..doesn't that sux?but overall,i enjoyed myself..at least that's what i think....besides being tired,i'm also pissed off too..because of a particular guy...i know you like me..but..i DUN like you..please get this fact straight.and what you had said todae.. realli pissed me off...if you're trying to make me jealous,at least try something else..something that won't piss me off..i dun give a damn abt whether a girl throw herself to you..cause it's none of my business..and frankly speaking,i dun care..so..just stop..and you dun have to keep telling(or rather,nag) to me on how much you like me..i dun like you..WON'T like..NEVER like you..not in the past,not in the present and DEFINATELY not in the future.so GIVE UP!this may be harsh.but it's the only way to let you know.at least i'll feel so much more relieved that you hate me..+sigh+anywae..here's another song..

all i hear is voices in the crowd
they only whisper though they frown
people say 'oh it's such a shame'
still they only look to pass the blame

if we can find a way to work things out
the only way to start is to start now

[chorus]
when are we gonna stand up as people
realise that people were all equal
we don't want no world war sequel
for the love of god
think of the people
when are we gonna stand up as people
realise that people were all equal
we don't want no world war sequel
for the love of god
think of the people

children always learn by what they see
so we gotta practise what we preach
don't you know it's the game of life
that we abuse when we choose to fight

if we can find a way to work things out
the only way to start is to start now

[chorus]x4

this song is sang by LEE RYAN!haha..this song..is..to stop war..between US and iraq..that was last year..but who cares..i love the song..it's also teaches a meaning..that we all are equal..no matter in what status or rank you are in...whether in school or work..plus..if you wann solve a problem,dun run away from it..dun delay the time to solve it..and so much more..this song is not only abt war..but also about people in life...our character..something like that..+sigh+..well,it's off to bed for me now..so...SPANISH!!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Friday, November 05, 2004 @ 8:22 AM

all of my friends!!

Posted by Hello

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- Thursday, November 04, 2004 @ 3:38 PM

todae..i'm posting it a little early..but who cares..went to the little india challenge..and the food was HORRIBLE!!!not all the food are horrible lah..but there's one drink..i dun noe what it's called..but...once i tasted it,i almost puke!!it was sooo awful that tears were almost comin' out!and..gregorian made me feel sick!he mixed coke and that white drink together...and i was eating!i realli felt sick at that time!i haven't felt this sick in a very loonnnggg time!and when i got home,i skipped lunch..and went to bathe then fell asleep almost immediately after my head touched the pillow..but while i was sleeping.i just suddenly woke up and ran to the toilet to puke...horrible..horrible..HORRIBLE!!!!and ib haven't even puked since like....when i was about K1!!+sigh+..i'm never ever going to drink that white drink animore!!!that white drink tasted like...spoiled milk!if not..a spoiled yogurt..it's just horrible..no other ways to describe it..but at least i feel much MUCH better after i puked..hmm...no song to describe my feelings at the mo..but later i'll post again..for the song of the dae!haha...but..overall..the little india challenge is fun...i like doing the hannah on other peeps' hands..hahas...it's fun!but.yet frustrating at times..you have to be extra careful on how you walk and where you're walking..and you have to avoid some peeps while walking so you won't smudge it..aiyah..nothing much to type now...so..SPANISH!!and hope y'all will like the pic!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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another boring dae...-_- - @ 2:38 PM

here,here i am again
and i'm staring at these sinful walls alone again
and now,all the colours blend
and i'm growing numb
and i've become this empty page

hold on
it's tragic
stumblin' through all this static

[chorus]
i..just wanna talk to you
my broken heart just has no use
i guess promises are better off unsaid,yeah
everytime you try to tell me
say the words that i'm the one and only
but i'm the only one who's crawlin' on the ground
when you say love makes the world go round

my love,look at what you've done to me
for someone who have grown so strong,
it's amazing how i'm completely gone

hold on,it's tragic
stumbling through all this static

[chorus]

i guess it's the kind of love you give me
i'd rather be alone believe me
is that the way you posd to treat me
i'd rather walk away

[chorus]

yeah
you say love makes the world go round
everytime you try to tell me
i don't care you're not the only
don't you know i'm comion' back around
cause i say love makes the world go round,yeah
cause i say love makes the world go round

*---end of song---*

nothing much abt this song..i just like this song..no reason..tune is good......lyrics is kinda meaningfu..haha..aiyah..i also run out of songs to type for this blog..-_- tomorrow is little india challenge..hopefully,it won't be very boring..but if it is..then at least i got my discman..haha..=P todae i went to niao niao's house!!at first it was kinda tense..with all her cousins around..but after a while,the tensed astmosphere just faded..i almost sighed a sigh of relief..i mean like..they're nice lah..but....i'm kinda shy around them..not used to their company..but..i only play with one of her cousins..the other one..is kinda ant-social(like what niao niao said)haha...he's shy i suppose..dun noe lah....i dun realli know them..aniwae..we played monopoly first..i was BROKE!!keep owning peeps money!!haha...then we played speed..(is that how you spell???)very..FAST..but FUN!!haha...+sigh+..my mother's back liao..cannot be so playful liao..must settle down....and be a gentle lady..blablabla...i can never be one..cannot imagine myself as a lady-like lady..haha..i dun get myself!!haha...aiyah..whatever lah..haha..got a BIIG BIIIIIGGGG dae ahead of me tomorrow....so..SPANISH!!!

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- -x- - - Wednesday, November 03, 2004 @ 2:55 PM

betrayal and hurt
common everywhere
destroy friendships
broken trusts
hurting people in it's way..

this song is is written when two of my friends are having a friendship problem..it's weird to kinda hard being the middlewoman..i felt as if i was going to be torn into two pieces for this two friends..but..all is well...they made up..so..HOORAY!!!haha..next song..

time flies and days passed
emotions running while looking back
reflecting on my wrongdoings
vengence,guilt and sorrow
causing my heart sob out loud

walls collapsing on everything i've done wrong
my path blocked by the pain
blinding me with sorrow and hatred
standing like a fool
wondering how and where to head in future..

well...this was written when i was thinking abt the future when we all seperate..at that time...my mind was full of all those emotions..weird huh?so much emotion in a small little girl like me..but i'm happy now!!haha..thanks to my VERY good friends around me,i've finally managed to escape through the clutches of vengance and hatred..all is well now..but who knows?maybe i'll be full of hatred,sorrow and hurt in future..you may never know..*shrugs shoulders*hopefully i won't be like that anymore...+sigh+..aiyah...that's all..i ain't gonna let you peeps read my song animore..it's all crap one..+sigh+..so much for wanting to be a songwriter...*sniffs*haha..

well...my dae was nice!!niao niao came to my house and PLAY PLAY PLAY!!haha...i laughed till i almost pee on my shorts!!!HAHA!!then after she left..nothing much happened...it was suddenly so..BORING!!and soo many peeps never come to school..NOT FAIR!!if not my mother allows me NOT to go to school...+sigh+..but i know that it's impossible..so..i should give up the thought..yea?haha..life science..was INTERESTING..all the new type of cells i've learned todae...like..mitochondrion.....the ER...and many many more!!haha...kae lah..i wanna sleep now..i dun wanna have panda eyes animore!(for once lah..)SPANISH!!

love and peace to you all,
alisa
--x--

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tiring.. - Tuesday, November 02, 2004 @ 2:08 PM

well i've been thinking about the future
but i'm too young to pretend
it's such a waste to look behind you
should be looking straight ahead

yeah,i'm gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah,it's hard
if you've only seen

10.34:Flinders street station
i'm lookin' down the tracks
uniformed man askin am i paid up
why would i wanna be that?

yeah gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah it's hard
if you had have onli seen
take control
don't be afraid of me

cause every once in a while
you think about if your gonna get yourself together
you should be happy just to be alive
and just because you don't feel like comin' home
don't mean that you'll never arrive

yeah,i'm gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah it's hard
if only you had've seen

10.34:Flinders street station
i'm lookin' down the tracks
uniformed man askin' am i paid up
why would i wanna be that?

yeah gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah it's hard
if only you had have seen
take control
don't be afraid of me

cause every once in a while
you think about if your gonna get yourself together
you should be happy just to be alive
and just because you don't feel like comin' home
don't mean that you'll never arrive

yeash i'm gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah it's hard
if only you had have seen
take control
don't be afraid of me

+sigh+..maybe i should move on...it's hard..but...it's the best for me..and him....it may be hard at first..but i think i'll get over him soon...haha...aiyah...shouldn't be bothered abt him anymore..aniwae..stupid niao niao never come todae...it's soooo BORING in class!!!!luckily got ber!if not,i dun noe what i'll do to survive in class..haha..i had to so called 'coach' two classes on how to play floorball...601 and 602...601 is alright..but when it comes to 602,i was very VERY pissed off!!!my group of girls and guys are all......arrggg!!i dun wanna sae it...but at least there are two of them which are good..at least they have a HUMBLE attitude in LEARNING..while the others don't!haiz...the rest of the helpers sae that 602 is better than 601..i have to disagree on that!*shakes head in disagreement*haha...but at least it's over now!!no more shouting..no more teaching..no more teaching peeps floor ball!!!!YAY!!!*goes around the room and dance*haha..to my dearest friend,whatever happens,HOLD ON..cause no matter how serious the situation is,you still have your friends and sisters..if not for yourself,then for your friends..for everyone who cares for you..HOLD ON!!cause we'll be there to save you and pull you away from 'danger'...and we'll ALWAES be there for you.....no matter what the time or the date is..kae?kae lah..i wanna sleep liao..haha..SPANISH!!!

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- Monday, November 01, 2004 @ 8:45 AM

i've finally admitted that tennis is sooo much harder than badminton...it requires alot of hard work and arm power!!while badminton only need your wrist..+sigh+ my tennis training is darn tiring...(as usual!)haha...but it's good..as long as i'm one step closer to my dream,it's all worth it..plus,my parents get to buy me more things!!haha..but i should be sensible..should be more thoughtful and responsible..aniwae,here's a song to describe how i'm feeling now..

i can't get out of bed,
or get you off my mind,
i just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind

i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you

you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean

you kept me hanging on the string
why did you make me cry
i tried to give you everything
but you just give my lies

i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you

you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean,yea

every now and then
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone,
say you want me babe,
but you never do
i feel like just a fool
there's nothing i can do
i'm such a fool for you..

[chorus]
i can't take it
what am i waiting for
my heart's still breaking
i miss you even more
i can't take it
the way i could before
i hate you
but i love you
i can't stop thinking about you
it's true,
i'm stuck on you..

now love's a broken record that's been skipping in my head
i kept singing yesterday,
why we got to play these games we play

i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you

you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean,yea

every now and then
when i'm all alone,
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
say you want me babe,
but you never do
i feel like just a fool

[chorus]

every now and then,
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
say you want me babe
but you never do
i feel like just a fool
there's nothing i can do
i'm such a fool for you..

[chorus]

---end of song---

i can't seem to get him out of my mind..i hate him for his arrogance..(it's NOT herman..)but i love him....no reason..peeps say that when you love someone,you dun have to have a reason..i suppose that's my kind of love..it's every little thing he'll do to make me feel good...nice and warm..but i can't express my feelings to him....he's out of my reach...and it's impossible between us..even if we get together,it'll never work..cause i seem to be the onli one who is commited to the relationship..my feelings will alwaes grow stronger whenever i see or talk to him....i can't help it...i'm getting obsess abt him....+sigh+..i just wish that i can quickly get out of this school...and forget everything abt him..forget the feelings i have for him...i want my life back..............

love and peace to you all,
alisa
--x--

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- Friday, November 26, 2004 @ 5:21 AM

lee ryan from BLUE!!better looking then duncan!=)

after receiving my results for PSLE,i felt as if the very tight knot in my heart is finally being loosen...haha..at least i did better than my prelims...better than nothing i suppose..+sigh+..but now,all i get to do is stay at home and do NOTHING..except staying at home and rot..+sigh+..nothing to do..nothing to do...im soo bored!!but at least i get to go out and shop once in a while..+sigh+..can't wait till it's tomorrow..at least i get to get out of this house!and i can buy a new racquet for myself!not badminton bu tennis..+Sigh+..badminton...im so sick of it now!cannot even be bother to look at my racquets now...until recently..have to teach april how to play...when i even dun know who to teach her!she's left handed..while im right handed..how the hell am i gonna teach her?!?guess i better start playing again..next thursdae will be the dae when i play for the teacher in xinmin to see..+sigh+..so nervous..i haven't played for a lloooooonnggg time...think i deprove liao..haha...well..better practice soon..SPANISH!oh yea..the song of the dae!

i've got a right to be wrong
my mistakes will make me strong
i'm stepping out into the great unknown
i'm feeling wings though i never flown
i've got a mind of my own
i'm flesh and blood to the bone
i'm not made of stone
got a right to be wrong
so just leave me alone

i've got a right to be wrong
i've been held back too long
i've got to break free
so i can finally breathe
i've got a right to be wrong
got to sing my own song
i might be singing out of key
but it sure feels good to me
i've got a right to be wrong
so just leave me alone

you're entitled to your opinion
but it's really my decision
i can't turn back
i'm on a mission
if you care,don't you dare blur my vision
let me all that i can be
don't smother me with nagativity
whatever's out there waiting for me
i'm going to face it willingly

i've got a right to be wrong
my mistakes will make me strong
i'm stepping out into the great unknown
i'm feeling wings though i never flown
i've got a mind of my own
i'm flesh and blood to the bone
see,i'm not made of stone
got a right to be wrong
so just leave me alone

i've got a right to be wrong
i've been held back too long
i've got to break free
so i can finally breathe
i've got a right to be wrong
got to sing my own song
i might be singing out of key
but i sure feels good to me
i've got a right to be wrong
so just leave me alone

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Thursday, November 18, 2004 @ 2:39 PM

yo,c'mon,blue
i think you're bout about it
no man could ever doubt it
your look is so delicious
could this be the night that we uuhh..

get closer just a little
take it up another level
look it's just plain and simple
could this be the night that we uuhh..

don't fight it
can't hide it
let's ride this
it just feel so right

[chorus]
you got the perfect body
love the way you're shaking for me
can we take it upstairs from the lobby?
i don't see nothing in you and me bubbling
how do we get started
how do we get private?
once we get inside
it's gonna be troubling
in you and me bubbling

when i drop it like it's hot
take it like a man
and you hit the right spot
naughty or you not
you and me we all cuddlin'
rubba dubbin'em we straight bubblin
and you love it how hot we get
all bites,no licks
these waves here got you sea sick
won't you bubble with your chick
pretty and im thick
can't no other duplicate if im the one to get with
come and bubble baby

why don't we get this poppin'
top floor with no disturbing
room service in the morning
this will be the night that we uuhh..

elevator's waiting open
don't you think it's time we go in
can't keep the penthouse waiting
this will be the night that we uuhh..

clock's ticking
time's wasting
and you're amazing
this just feel so right

[chorus]

got a body like woah
why you waiting over there let's roll
take it all the way to the top floor
and let's get bubblin' girl,bubblin' girl[x2]

i know this juicy got you crazy
you all up on it like you wanna make it
bump bump can you handle this
all of this up in this trunk trunk
reece got tricks and stunts
up in vip
boo you know it's only you i see
pour the cris and drink it off me and ugh!
don't be scared
you lovin' all these curves
and it ain't no time we bubblin'

ooh...woo...wooo..oooh..

[chorus]

wanna get bubblin' girl?
penthouse is waiting

well...this is the song in my mind at the mo..so...just type it down...best of blue cd is already out!!and i bought it!!!haha..the songs there is NICE!one of the songs make me wanna P-A-R-T-Y!!!haha...todae..is the second last dae of school.....and it's realli unbelievable...still can't believe that we are gonna leave each other...im realli gonna miss everyone...had a fun time play captain's ball against the boys...we won them!!haha...oh well..nothing to write now..so...SPANISH!!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Monday, November 15, 2004 @ 12:43 AM

song of the dae!!

i looked away
then i look back at you
you tried to say
things that you can't undo
if i had my way
i'd never get over you
today's the day
i pray that we'd make it through

make it through the fall
make it through it all

[chorus]
and i don't wanna fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare at you
i don't wanna talk about it
and i don't want a conversation
i just wanna cry in front of you
i don't wanna talk about it
cause i'm in love with you

you're the only one
i'll be until the end
when i come undone
you bring me back again

back under the stars
back into your arms

[chorus]

wanna know who you are
wanna know where to start
i wanna know what this mean
wanna know how you feel
wanna know what is real
i wanna know everything
everything,
everything

[chorus]x3

well..this is the song of the dae..im too lazy to write anything now..even though i have tons of things to write abt todae...+sigh+..oh well...spanish!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 @ 3:27 PM

sorriderai
e ti rivedo come sei
incrocerai
lo sguardo mio per poi dirmi addio
e mentirei
se ti dicessi 'ora vai'
oramai...oramai..

[chorus]
a chi mi dice
che tornerai
non credo oramai
oh..a chi ti dice
che sto male pensandoti
tu sorridi voltandoti
verso lui

indosserai
sorrisi allegria ma senza magia
non piangerai
perche' tu non riesci a perdere mai
ma lo sai (ma lo sai)
oramai..oramai

[chorus]

Oramai... tutto dice
Che cammini pensandomi
sopravvivi ai ricordi senza
un perche

sorriderai
nulla ha piu senso
e girero le citta
ma non ti scordero

ooohhhh...aaahhh
come mai (come mai)
io sto male pensandoti
tu sorridi voltandoti
verso lui

ohhh....a chi mi dice
che tornerai
non credo oramai
oh...a chi ti dice
che sto male pensandoti
tu sorridi voltandoti
verso lui
verso lui

+sigh+soo many unexpected things happened todae..well,at least there were MORE peeps todae compared to yesterdae..went to ying yi's house..had fun..played games and so on and so far..found a true friend got a good scolding..haha..(i reached home late fron ying yi's house)...so fast..and it's almost the end of the year already..i'm sure gonna miss my whole class!!even though i hate some peeps..but i'm gonna miss hating them!!haha..aniwae..this is the french version of BREATHE EASY....trying to learn it..and it's goin very well!!haha..well..got a BIG BIG dae ahead of me tomorrow..so..SPANISH!!!!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Monday, November 08, 2004 @ 8:20 PM

+sigh+...todae,almost half of the class didn't come to school todae!there was even more GE pupils than our class...alot of backstabbing happened todae..and..i can do nothing abt it..guess..i just dun wanna be involved into anything..but i can't just keep quiet right?i tried hinting to her that they're not that kind of person..but i guess..she just dun get the hint..maybe it's not very direct..maybe i should just tell her on the face?i dun noe...i think it's time i start defending my friends and not alwaes keep quiet..i kept quiet in the past..and that ruined my friendship with a bestfriend....+sigh+....no songs to express my feelings..but i keep having this song is my head..

sometimes it's wrong to walk away
though you think it's over
knowing there's so much more to say
suddenly the moment's gone
and all your dreams are upside down
and you just wanna change the world goes round

[chorus]
tell me,
have you ever loved and lost somebody
wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry
can't you see
that's the way i feel about you and me,baby
have you ever felt your heart was breaking
lookin' down the road you should be taking
i should know
cause i loved and lost the day i let you go

can't help but think that this is wrong
we should be together
back in your arms where i belong
now i've finally realise that it was forever that i've found
i'd give it all to the way the world goes round

[chorus]

i really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
to have it all and let it slip away
can't you see
even though the moment's gone
i'm still holding on somehow
wishing i could change the world goes round

[chorus]

that is the song of the dae lah..+sigh+..nothing more to dae liao..so..SPANISH!!!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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is this masquerade finally over
can we put down the roles that we played so many times
is this really the finale curtain
the end of the play

or will we dance this dance we danced
again and again and again

[chorus]
once again i walk away
there's no turning back this time,baby
once again i walk away
every step i leave you behind me
once again i walk away
determine this time you'll be sorry
once again i walk away
if you ask me
you know i'd stay,yea

if we put up the sun
and stop it from shining
girl we both know
we still couldn't be anymore in the dark
oh,there's no flashlight
there's no inside
try after try
oh,we keep running round in circles
time after time
hello,goodbye

[chorus]

i walk away, i walk away
but i know i will be back again
i walk away,i walk away
but i know that i will be back again

yea,i walk away

[chorus]

this is the song of the dae!!haha...this song..is for this guy....i'm walking away from him...trying to move on..even though it hurts,i know that it will only bring more misery if i dun...+sigh+..nothing to sae todae...cause nothing happened todae..it's just another boring boring dae...+sigh+..well,my mother is nagging me to bathe now...SPANISH!

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- Saturday, November 06, 2004 @ 5:06 PM

we come from humble beginnings
and who got have guessed it when
things ain't all that bright
but we made it through the night
oh,it's like a game of truth and dare
if you can make it here
you'll make it anyway
that's what we've been told
but the story's getting old

together we faced the cold outside
noone could try we didn't try
and i would never give you up or let you go
together we faced our finale fears
remember the moments that we shared
and i would never give you up or let you go

[chorus]
we'll be ready when the curtain might fall
feel my heart beating when the crowd call
i gotta read between the lines
cause i'm living of the script of my life
cause we all got a part we must play
and i've done it but i've done it my way
i gotta read between the lines
oh,in the script of my life

we started out many years ago
no one would ever know
how far we've realli come
since we've walked away
and no more words to say

yea,we made alot of sacrifice
undid alot of ties
fought alot of fights
to get where we are now
just don't ask me how

together we faced the cold outside
noone can sae we didn't try
and i would never give you up or let you go
together we faced our finale fears
remember the moments that we shared
that's why i'd never give you up ir let you go

[chorus]x3

hmm...why i chose this song for todae?dun noe...just love that song..it's BLUE's new singles!!!YAY!they've FINALLY released a singles..haha..the song is nice..and i finally know the tune and how to sing it!!lalalalala...we'll be ready when the curtain might fall......haha..yesterdae..i was soo HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!haha...but i couldn't even find a song to express my feelings!i needed a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY song..and some peeps whom i asked just suggested some stupid song..+sigh+but thanks to fewee,he helped me thought of actually composing a happy song..but i've never composed a happy song before..it's just all those sad and angry songs i've managed to composed..thankfully,i was able to compose one.....haha..thinking abt it makes me laugh..i actually walked around the whole neighbournood to get some inspirations!haha...yesterdae i was as happy as a lark..but todae..i'm as tired as a...i dun noe..but i'm just super duper tired......partly because of my training..hit here..hit there..run here..run there..i can die man!and to make it even more worse,i had to play a match..not doubles..but singles..doesn't that sux?but overall,i enjoyed myself..at least that's what i think....besides being tired,i'm also pissed off too..because of a particular guy...i know you like me..but..i DUN like you..please get this fact straight.and what you had said todae.. realli pissed me off...if you're trying to make me jealous,at least try something else..something that won't piss me off..i dun give a damn abt whether a girl throw herself to you..cause it's none of my business..and frankly speaking,i dun care..so..just stop..and you dun have to keep telling(or rather,nag) to me on how much you like me..i dun like you..WON'T like..NEVER like you..not in the past,not in the present and DEFINATELY not in the future.so GIVE UP!this may be harsh.but it's the only way to let you know.at least i'll feel so much more relieved that you hate me..+sigh+anywae..here's another song..

all i hear is voices in the crowd
they only whisper though they frown
people say 'oh it's such a shame'
still they only look to pass the blame

if we can find a way to work things out
the only way to start is to start now

[chorus]
when are we gonna stand up as people
realise that people were all equal
we don't want no world war sequel
for the love of god
think of the people
when are we gonna stand up as people
realise that people were all equal
we don't want no world war sequel
for the love of god
think of the people

children always learn by what they see
so we gotta practise what we preach
don't you know it's the game of life
that we abuse when we choose to fight

if we can find a way to work things out
the only way to start is to start now

[chorus]x4

this song is sang by LEE RYAN!haha..this song..is..to stop war..between US and iraq..that was last year..but who cares..i love the song..it's also teaches a meaning..that we all are equal..no matter in what status or rank you are in...whether in school or work..plus..if you wann solve a problem,dun run away from it..dun delay the time to solve it..and so much more..this song is not only abt war..but also about people in life...our character..something like that..+sigh+..well,it's off to bed for me now..so...SPANISH!!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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- Friday, November 05, 2004 @ 8:22 AM

all of my friends!!

Posted by Hello

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- Thursday, November 04, 2004 @ 3:38 PM

todae..i'm posting it a little early..but who cares..went to the little india challenge..and the food was HORRIBLE!!!not all the food are horrible lah..but there's one drink..i dun noe what it's called..but...once i tasted it,i almost puke!!it was sooo awful that tears were almost comin' out!and..gregorian made me feel sick!he mixed coke and that white drink together...and i was eating!i realli felt sick at that time!i haven't felt this sick in a very loonnnggg time!and when i got home,i skipped lunch..and went to bathe then fell asleep almost immediately after my head touched the pillow..but while i was sleeping.i just suddenly woke up and ran to the toilet to puke...horrible..horrible..HORRIBLE!!!!and ib haven't even puked since like....when i was about K1!!+sigh+..i'm never ever going to drink that white drink animore!!!that white drink tasted like...spoiled milk!if not..a spoiled yogurt..it's just horrible..no other ways to describe it..but at least i feel much MUCH better after i puked..hmm...no song to describe my feelings at the mo..but later i'll post again..for the song of the dae!haha...but..overall..the little india challenge is fun...i like doing the hannah on other peeps' hands..hahas...it's fun!but.yet frustrating at times..you have to be extra careful on how you walk and where you're walking..and you have to avoid some peeps while walking so you won't smudge it..aiyah..nothing much to type now...so..SPANISH!!and hope y'all will like the pic!

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--

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another boring dae...-_- - @ 2:38 PM

here,here i am again
and i'm staring at these sinful walls alone again
and now,all the colours blend
and i'm growing numb
and i've become this empty page

hold on
it's tragic
stumblin' through all this static

[chorus]
i..just wanna talk to you
my broken heart just has no use
i guess promises are better off unsaid,yeah
everytime you try to tell me
say the words that i'm the one and only
but i'm the only one who's crawlin' on the ground
when you say love makes the world go round

my love,look at what you've done to me
for someone who have grown so strong,
it's amazing how i'm completely gone

hold on,it's tragic
stumbling through all this static

[chorus]

i guess it's the kind of love you give me
i'd rather be alone believe me
is that the way you posd to treat me
i'd rather walk away

[chorus]

yeah
you say love makes the world go round
everytime you try to tell me
i don't care you're not the only
don't you know i'm comion' back around
cause i say love makes the world go round,yeah
cause i say love makes the world go round

*---end of song---*

nothing much abt this song..i just like this song..no reason..tune is good......lyrics is kinda meaningfu..haha..aiyah..i also run out of songs to type for this blog..-_- tomorrow is little india challenge..hopefully,it won't be very boring..but if it is..then at least i got my discman..haha..=P todae i went to niao niao's house!!at first it was kinda tense..with all her cousins around..but after a while,the tensed astmosphere just faded..i almost sighed a sigh of relief..i mean like..they're nice lah..but....i'm kinda shy around them..not used to their company..but..i only play with one of her cousins..the other one..is kinda ant-social(like what niao niao said)haha...he's shy i suppose..dun noe lah....i dun realli know them..aniwae..we played monopoly first..i was BROKE!!keep owning peeps money!!haha...then we played speed..(is that how you spell???)very..FAST..but FUN!!haha...+sigh+..my mother's back liao..cannot be so playful liao..must settle down....and be a gentle lady..blablabla...i can never be one..cannot imagine myself as a lady-like lady..haha..i dun get myself!!haha...aiyah..whatever lah..haha..got a BIIG BIIIIIGGGG dae ahead of me tomorrow....so..SPANISH!!!

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- -x- - - Wednesday, November 03, 2004 @ 2:55 PM

betrayal and hurt
common everywhere
destroy friendships
broken trusts
hurting people in it's way..

this song is is written when two of my friends are having a friendship problem..it's weird to kinda hard being the middlewoman..i felt as if i was going to be torn into two pieces for this two friends..but..all is well...they made up..so..HOORAY!!!haha..next song..

time flies and days passed
emotions running while looking back
reflecting on my wrongdoings
vengence,guilt and sorrow
causing my heart sob out loud

walls collapsing on everything i've done wrong
my path blocked by the pain
blinding me with sorrow and hatred
standing like a fool
wondering how and where to head in future..

well...this was written when i was thinking abt the future when we all seperate..at that time...my mind was full of all those emotions..weird huh?so much emotion in a small little girl like me..but i'm happy now!!haha..thanks to my VERY good friends around me,i've finally managed to escape through the clutches of vengance and hatred..all is well now..but who knows?maybe i'll be full of hatred,sorrow and hurt in future..you may never know..*shrugs shoulders*hopefully i won't be like that anymore...+sigh+..aiyah...that's all..i ain't gonna let you peeps read my song animore..it's all crap one..+sigh+..so much for wanting to be a songwriter...*sniffs*haha..

well...my dae was nice!!niao niao came to my house and PLAY PLAY PLAY!!haha...i laughed till i almost pee on my shorts!!!HAHA!!then after she left..nothing much happened...it was suddenly so..BORING!!and soo many peeps never come to school..NOT FAIR!!if not my mother allows me NOT to go to school...+sigh+..but i know that it's impossible..so..i should give up the thought..yea?haha..life science..was INTERESTING..all the new type of cells i've learned todae...like..mitochondrion.....the ER...and many many more!!haha...kae lah..i wanna sleep now..i dun wanna have panda eyes animore!(for once lah..)SPANISH!!

love and peace to you all,
alisa
--x--

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tiring.. - Tuesday, November 02, 2004 @ 2:08 PM

well i've been thinking about the future
but i'm too young to pretend
it's such a waste to look behind you
should be looking straight ahead

yeah,i'm gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah,it's hard
if you've only seen

10.34:Flinders street station
i'm lookin' down the tracks
uniformed man askin am i paid up
why would i wanna be that?

yeah gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah it's hard
if you had have onli seen
take control
don't be afraid of me

cause every once in a while
you think about if your gonna get yourself together
you should be happy just to be alive
and just because you don't feel like comin' home
don't mean that you'll never arrive

yeah,i'm gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah it's hard
if only you had've seen

10.34:Flinders street station
i'm lookin' down the tracks
uniformed man askin' am i paid up
why would i wanna be that?

yeah gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah it's hard
if only you had have seen
take control
don't be afraid of me

cause every once in a while
you think about if your gonna get yourself together
you should be happy just to be alive
and just because you don't feel like comin' home
don't mean that you'll never arrive

yeash i'm gonna have to move on
before we meet again
yeah it's hard
if only you had have seen
take control
don't be afraid of me

+sigh+..maybe i should move on...it's hard..but...it's the best for me..and him....it may be hard at first..but i think i'll get over him soon...haha...aiyah...shouldn't be bothered abt him anymore..aniwae..stupid niao niao never come todae...it's soooo BORING in class!!!!luckily got ber!if not,i dun noe what i'll do to survive in class..haha..i had to so called 'coach' two classes on how to play floorball...601 and 602...601 is alright..but when it comes to 602,i was very VERY pissed off!!!my group of girls and guys are all......arrggg!!i dun wanna sae it...but at least there are two of them which are good..at least they have a HUMBLE attitude in LEARNING..while the others don't!haiz...the rest of the helpers sae that 602 is better than 601..i have to disagree on that!*shakes head in disagreement*haha...but at least it's over now!!no more shouting..no more teaching..no more teaching peeps floor ball!!!!YAY!!!*goes around the room and dance*haha..to my dearest friend,whatever happens,HOLD ON..cause no matter how serious the situation is,you still have your friends and sisters..if not for yourself,then for your friends..for everyone who cares for you..HOLD ON!!cause we'll be there to save you and pull you away from 'danger'...and we'll ALWAES be there for you.....no matter what the time or the date is..kae?kae lah..i wanna sleep liao..haha..SPANISH!!!

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- Monday, November 01, 2004 @ 8:45 AM

i've finally admitted that tennis is sooo much harder than badminton...it requires alot of hard work and arm power!!while badminton only need your wrist..+sigh+ my tennis training is darn tiring...(as usual!)haha...but it's good..as long as i'm one step closer to my dream,it's all worth it..plus,my parents get to buy me more things!!haha..but i should be sensible..should be more thoughtful and responsible..aniwae,here's a song to describe how i'm feeling now..

i can't get out of bed,
or get you off my mind,
i just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind

i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you

you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean

you kept me hanging on the string
why did you make me cry
i tried to give you everything
but you just give my lies

i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you

you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean,yea

every now and then
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone,
say you want me babe,
but you never do
i feel like just a fool
there's nothing i can do
i'm such a fool for you..

[chorus]
i can't take it
what am i waiting for
my heart's still breaking
i miss you even more
i can't take it
the way i could before
i hate you
but i love you
i can't stop thinking about you
it's true,
i'm stuck on you..

now love's a broken record that's been skipping in my head
i kept singing yesterday,
why we got to play these games we play

i ain't tripping
i'm just missing you

you know what i'm saying
you know what i mean,yea

every now and then
when i'm all alone,
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
say you want me babe,
but you never do
i feel like just a fool

[chorus]

every now and then,
i'll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
say you want me babe
but you never do
i feel like just a fool
there's nothing i can do
i'm such a fool for you..

[chorus]

---end of song---

i can't seem to get him out of my mind..i hate him for his arrogance..(it's NOT herman..)but i love him....no reason..peeps say that when you love someone,you dun have to have a reason..i suppose that's my kind of love..it's every little thing he'll do to make me feel good...nice and warm..but i can't express my feelings to him....he's out of my reach...and it's impossible between us..even if we get together,it'll never work..cause i seem to be the onli one who is commited to the relationship..my feelings will alwaes grow stronger whenever i see or talk to him....i can't help it...i'm getting obsess abt him....+sigh+..i just wish that i can quickly get out of this school...and forget everything abt him..forget the feelings i have for him...i want my life back..............

love and peace to you all,
alisa
--x--

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