"friends are alwaes there to share your problems and be there for you.."...something i would tell myself often...but you know something?you proved it all wrong to me..thanks to you,i realised that this phrase is meaningless to both me and everyone..so what's the point in being friends with you now?you only cause me pain,awkwardness and misery now..when i first knew abt your true colours,i was lost for words...how can someone so nice to me be so ugly..??so hurt...by your hypocrism..so pissed..for all the pretence...so crushed..for pouring my heart out to..such an ugly person..last but not least....you let my heart be filled with hatreds once again...i hate you for lying..hate you for all the things you've done!!how can you do this to me..!?!i thought i could trust you...have faith in you..but you disppointed me...how could you?!?*bitter laugh*...but thanks to you..i've become colder....and have a better judgement of people..i won't let you hurt me anymore!!dun expect me to forgive you...i swear to god that if you ever let you do the same thing to me again,i'll kill you..i aint kidding...mark my words...i hope you're reading this...cause if you are..GO TO HELL!!!

HHHEEYY!!!song of the dae....haha...ENJOY~!

hope im not disturbing you
because you look into thought right now
i don't mean to be rude
cause this is normally not my style
then i take you out?
i feel if i don't ask
chance will pass
and i'll never see your face again
i'll never see your face again,no



you may be thinking i am strange
but every single day,no,
beauty comes my way,so,



[chorus]
do you believe in
love at first sight
tell me does that book that you're reading
tel the story of your life
do you believe in
love at first sight
should i walk on by
turn a blind eye
to love,love at first sight




i could be the man for you
i can make all your dreams come through
maybe im a fool
for saying im in love with you,oh,
you may be thinking i am strange
not every single day,no,beauty comes my way,oh,



[chourus]




you say farewell,
i say so long,
you say goodbye
i say you're wrong
cause here in my arms you belong,oh,



[chorus]x3




love at first sight by BLUE!!haha..they rock!!!well...not really....+sigh+..dun noe..things change now..i dun even think i like blue now...strange...maybe i should find a new artist to be crazy abt..i mean...blue IS kinda boring now....but who should i be crazy abt now??+sigh+..time wil tell..i suppose....oh well..SPANISH!!!

HHEEEYYY!!!!!songS of the dae...


i will not make
the same mistakes that you did
i will not let myself
cause my heart so much misery
i will not break
the way you did,you fell so hard
i've learnt the hard way
to never let it get that far


[chorus]
because of you
i never stray too far from the sideway
because of you
i learnt to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust no only me but everyone around me
because of you,
i am afraid



i lose my way
and it's not too long before you point it out
i cannot cry
because i know that's weakness in your eyes
i'm forced to fake
a smile,a laugh,everyday of my life
my heart can't possibly break
when it wasn't whole to start with


[chorus]



i watched you die
i heard you cry every night in your sleep
i was so young
you should have known
better than to lean on me
you never thought of anyone else
you just saw your pain
and now i cry ever night
for the same damn thing


[chorus]


because of you,
because of you,
because of you i am afraid



because of you
i never stary too far from the sideway
because of you
i learnt to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt



because of you
i try my hardest just to forget everything
beause of you
i don't know how to let anyone in
because of you
im ashamed of my life because its empty
because of you
i am afraid


because of you..



ok...that song..is..how i feel....well...next song..


what you see not's what you get
with you there's no measurement
no way to tell what's real from what isn't there


your eyes they sparkled
that's all changed to lies that drop like acid rain
you washed away the best of me
you don't care
you know what you did



[chorus]
i'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
there's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just the brigde that i gotta burn
you are wrong
if you think you can walk right through my door
this is just so you
coming back when i've finally moved on
im already gone



sometimes shattered
never open
nothing matters
when you're broken
that was me whenever i was with you




[chorus]





there is nothing you can say
sorry doesn't cut it babe
take the hit and walk away
cause im gone




doesn't matter what you do
it's what you do that's hurting you
all i needed was the truth
now i'm gone


what you see not's what you get,
what you see not's what you get,



[chorus]



erm...kinda a rock song..kinda nice..haha...well..next time i'll type more....SPANISH!!!

HHHEEYY!!!song of the dae!!!!!


perfect by nature
i cons of selfdulgence
just what we all need
more lies about the world

that never was and never will be
have you no shame?
don't you see me?
you know you've got everybody fooled



look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know



she never was and never will
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled


without the mask
where will you hide?
can't find yourself
lost in your lie



i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore


it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled


it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

HHHEEYY!!!song of the dae here!!!and,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!


grew up in a small town
and when the rain would fall down
i just stare at my window
dreaming of what could be
and if i'd end up happy
i would pray[i would pray]

trying hard to reach out
but when i'd try to speak out
felt like no one could hear me
wanted to belong here
but something feels so wrong here
so i would pray[i would pray]
i could break away

[chorus]
i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly
i'll do what it taks
till i touch the sky
i'll make a wish
take a chance
make a chnage
and break away
out of the darkness
and into the sun
but i won't forget all the ones that i love
i'll take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and break away

wanna feel the warn breeze
sleep under a palm tree
feel the rush of the ocean
get onboard a fast train
travel on a jet plane
far away[i will]
and break away

[chorus]

buildings with a hundred floor
swinging around revolving door
maybe i don't know where they'll take me but,
gotta keep moving on,
moving on
fly away,break away

i'll spread my wings
and i'll learn how to fly
though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
i gotta take a risk
take a chnace
make a change
and break away
out of the darkness and into the sun
but i won't forgot the place i come from
i gotta take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and break away,break away,break away...

HHHEEYYY!!!!when has it been since i last posted?i dun noe...+sigh+..i haven't heard much from blue...and..it's so SAD!!!!!and they won't come to singapore anymore!!!!!ithat means..i won't see them anymore!!!!!!!!!+sigh+..well.....this is life... im in badminton again..+sigh+..i just dun understand why they can't have tennis..at least i still got my weekly trainings..have my weekly trainings...so it's not that bad..aniwae..after my camp...my sch life..became quite hectic..that's tests coming soon...tons and tons of homework....and all that..but it's alright...already used to it...haha..and....todae...when i read the newspaper...there was a headline saying that a china man beheaded his daughter!!!it's so...so..GROSS!!!i cant believe he could actually do that to his own daughter!!and he did that for one stupid reason...MONEY..!!it's so..ridiculous!!!!gosh..peeps this daes....they treat money as if it's the only thing that keeps them alive!+sigh+....and that's another news..saying that..people are using earthworms to bake cookies now!first..they dig into the soil for them..then dry them under the sun..then grain them into powder..and finally baking them into cookies!!!that's..gross!!but..they said that it's nutritious..oh well...at least it's good for the people's health..haha...well...nothing much to sae now...here is the SONG OF THE DAE!!


please,please forgive me
but i won't be home again
maybe someday you'll look up
and,barely conscious,you'll say to noone
isn't someone missing?

you won't cry for my absence,i know
you forgot me long ago
am i that unimportant?
am i so insinigficant?
isn't something missing?
isn't someone missing me?

[chorus]
even though im the sacrifice
you won't try for me,not now
though i'd die to know you love me
im all alone
isn't someone missing me?

please,please forgive me
but i won't be home again
i know what you did to yourself
i breathe deep and cry out
isn't something missing
isn't someone missing me?

[chorus]

and if i bleed,i'll bleed
knowing you don't care
and if i sleep just to dream of you
i'll wake up without you there
isn't somthing missing?
isn't someone missing me?

[chorus]

love and peace to y'all,
alisa
--x--