didnt go back to rosyth school today..normally,i would always go back whenever i had the chance..but now,hmm..lets just say that i dont have the mood yea?
after school,played badminton and kevan and the rest..=)) FUN FUN FUN!well,not exactly..but i learnt something from kevan..=)) thats GREAT!but what he taught me,or rather,what he advised me to do,was DIFFICULT TO GET USED TO..but,i'll still try my best..=)) going for pilot pen soon..hmm..WHEN IS IT?+sigh+..not confident in my doubles..janani and i dont have the chemistry that we used to have THREE YEARS AGO..this is so nerve wrecking..oh well,as long as we try our best,im sure everything will work out fine..must think POSITIVE..=))
WEEE...!!after waiting for so SO long,i've finally gotten my wallet..!!!hahas..its NICE!with tons and TONS of compartments!hahas..im in love with wallets with loads of compartments..its not like i have ALOT of things to put in my wallet..but,hey,at least there are places where i can hide some of my money..so as to prevent myself from OVER-spending..=))
was supposed to catch I NOT STUPID TOO with cheryl and some other peeps today..but,oh well,lets just say,she chose the wrong day to watch the movie..besides,im not really that interested in the movie..what i really wanna watch is,memior of a geisha..im DYING to watch that show..but,it seems that TIME doesnt allow me to do so..so,oh well,i'll just have to wait for the dvd..THINK POSITIVE..=))
chinese new year is coming SOON!hmm..this kinda rocks and sucks at the same time..=))
there's gonna be NO SCHOOL from monday to tuesday!hahas..i know,two days only..but it's better than NOTHING..thats the part that ROCKS..=))
BUT..
all of my relatives would be coming to stay over in my house..+sigh+..that means,abandoning my beloved room to others..BOO!+sigh+..oh well,one should have the JOY OF GIVING..hahas..REMAIN HAPPY=))
even with the words,THINK POSITIVE written here,i can never stop myself from pondering..heart's playing tricks on me..FUCK IT..
confused by my thoughts.hoping that these voices would STOP.and that my concious will STOPP BUGGING ME..
done alot of things whom let alot of people DOWN..so,i would like to APOLOGISE to YUZHU..im so SO sorry..and to one more person as well..
if your reading this,[dont think you will be]im sorry.please understand.i didnt mean for this to happen.
all in all..im mentally and physically tired..
my day was FINE..well,gotta go now..spanish~