Kevan was right. After reflecting on what've happened for the past two months, he's right. Hahas. The person whom I had expected to have a better and more understanding of what 'Love' is, ended up being someone who doesnt know a damn shit about it. +sigh+. Maybe I shouldnt expect anything from anyone in future. It'll only led to disappointment. His actions now, only prove to me that he's uncertain of what he's doing.
Maybe what we had were all lies? Hmm..Maybe we were deceiving ourselves in the first place..? Correct me if Im wrong, but, I get the feeling that you only chose to be with me because I confessed to you. What you felt for me, wasnt love[or rather, like], it's just a moment of short term happiness. You just feel flattered that someone likes you. And then, as you feel flattered, you mix it up with your true feelings for me. Thus, having a good impression of me, such to the extend that you actually think that you like me, when the fact is, you dont. Well, soon after you're with me, you'll tend to regret being with me. Hesistations starts to arouse and soon, you'll start avoiding me and then leading to a break up.
Along with all the other reasons, THIS, is one of the main reasons to why I chose to broke up with you in the past. Im glad that you've finally found someone whom you truly like. Consider your TRUE feelings before jumping into another relationship.
GEE.. I make it sound like I still like him. Hahas.. Well, something that I learnt about relationships. Took me 4 months to finally understand what Kevan meant. Maybe after experiencing it would help me understand.=)) Hehee..
By the way, CONGRATS TO RASHYD FOR GETTING THE POSTION!~
Hahas, RELAX my friend! Now, you can stop worrying about whether you can get it or not. =)) You've worked hard for it and you most certainly DESERVE IT! Now that you've earned it, prove to them that you are worth of the name 'Deputy Head of Council Management'! Its just only the beginning of another chapter of your bitter sweet life~ So,GOOD LUCK~ [paper works..and MORE paper works..;)]
spanish~