Yupyup. Well, its not today la. It was on Friday. HEHE. =)
Science was DIFFICULT! Doubt I'll do well la. Cause most of the questions that came out were on sex issues, light and those other previous chapters. Crap la. I only concentrated on the LAST few chapters. Esp since Mr. Chan asked some of us to concentrate on CHEMICAL CHANGES. SIGH. So, I went for the test with only the knowledge of the LAST few chapters. too lazy study the previous ones la. =/
Hmm..Everything's a blur to me now. It seems that everything around me is happening so fast that I cant seem to catch up. Many good things happened to me. Normally, i would be ectastic to see all these happening to me but, this time, it somehow feels different. I dont feel.. Happy at all. On the contrary, I felt like crying. Perharps, Im just touched ba. Touched by their love. Shocked at their willingness to spend this amount of money on me. Disgusted by my attitude towards them for all these while. But, why is that I only realise it now? Why must it always be on the end of examinations that I finally realise that they actually care for me? Hahas. Guess its because of all the material shits that they gave me..=)
I know for one thing. Im no longer bother about the things that used to bother me now. Instead, Im tired. I have a sudden feeling of fatigue that Im beginning to become oblivious of the happenings around me. So fatigue that Im beginning to feel numb about the certain things that used to bother me greatly. Hahas. This is such a great contrast to what I normally am in school. But, I guess, its just..Exhaustion ba. After going through the streamings, it wouldnt be a surprise to find that one would be drained. Having been through the stress, worries, anxieties and frustrations, my body and mind should and must have been tired. Hahas. I suppose everyone is now resting ba. Taking a break of all the shits they've gone through for the exams.=)
Yupyup. The craze is back on.=) Once again, Alisatan is mad about Princess Hour.=)Turns out almost everyone I know loves it. And Yu Juan didnt even know we were talking about it all these while till I told her about it! HAHA! sotong ;) Cute girl, she is. And though its the 10th over time I've been watching it, I cant help but tear when watching certain parts of the show. There were times of happiness, sadness and 'touchness'. Hehe. Gee, my english is getting from bad to worse huh? Its gone so bad that I've move on to creating my own words. HEHE! I think, I cried mainly because of the touching scenes. Their family love. Their friendship. Their love. Its not that I lack of all these. I mean, I have a WONDERFUL family and FANTASTIC friends. But love? Up till now, Im still unclear of whats that. I guess, that was what struck me the most ba. Im envious of the characters there in a way.. I want to feel the love. The hurt. The sadness. Everything. Haha.. Mayve time will tell ba. Im still young and I still have TONS of time till I find the right guy.=) So, NO HURRY.
spanish~
alisa
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