He finally told me.
No, im not hurt or anything.
Not even close to it,
neither am I upset.
I just know that my head's spinning like hellll.

Hmm, instead, I feel kinda... relieve?
Like, OH I FINALLY KNOW.
At least he didnt lose feelings,
so its not so bad.
haha.
NO HOPES HABOURING.
But I feel like he just broke up for nothing.
Cause he could've told me.
And we could've worked things out.
I would've gotten super mad.
And started accusing him and all.
And fine okay,
now i know why he dont want to tell me.
But given time, I would've understand.
REALLY REALLY REALLY!
But then nevermind la.
He likes his life now.
And has no intention of getting into a relationship.
Haha.
So its okay la.
Maybe one day,
when we ever get the chance,
we'll get back together, again.
NO HOPES HABOURING.

Aiya, Im not habouring any hopes.
But I cant help but wait ma.

AIYA AIYA AIYA.
Somehow, its a good thing that it happened,
cause at least I was given the chance to take a step back and see how we are like.
And learnt to appreciate many things.
And be more understanding.
And so many more.
Just wished that I'd get the chance to show him how much I've learnt/ realised.
AIYA AIYA AIYA!

I think I'd better start resting my head.
DONT THINK SO MUCH!