I just wanna scream and let everything goooo.
Screammm and scare all the bad thoughts away!
SHOO BAD THOUGHTS SHOO!

Its one of those random days where I get really frustrated.
Where all the thoughts which I've painstakingly thrown away come back to me.
All the 'what ifs' from him.
Ohman.
Their really taking a toll on me man.
I wish I can cut my head and get rid of all of them!
So frustrating and irritating!
AND OHMAN!
I can feel all the angst inside of me!
MOTHER F*************!
*must stop thinking*
Think im gonna be chanting this throughout the night man.
Hahahaha.

Super long chattttt with Caleb today.
Hmm, lets just say,
Im enlightened again.
Maybe I was the way I am because its today.
Haha.
Ohwell.
Dont think so much la.
You have to move on, somehow.
Haha.