Can't seem to sleep.
Exams tomorrow, is that what's keeping me awake?
Nah, i doubt so.
The last thing that's on my mind would be those nonsense.
I've always spent my time thinking about the past.
How it'd be like if I had gone a different path.
If I had gone to nyjc instead, how would I be?
Would I be losing it like I am now?
If I hadn't done so badly for Os,
maybe my mum would have a lil more faith in me.
If I hadn't joined badminton,
maybe I'll be busy preparing for some concert.
Haha. All those what ifs.
I feel stupid for thinking about all these.
But it's times like these.
Times when I'm alone, when I finally have time to think.
Maybe tomorrow I'll be criticising the me tonight.
With my righteous nonsense and all.
But tonight, just tonight.
I'll let them run free.