betrayal and hurt
common everywhere
destroy friendships
broken trusts
hurting people in it's way..
this song is is written when two of my friends are having a friendship problem..it's weird to kinda hard being the middlewoman..i felt as if i was going to be torn into two pieces for this two friends..but..all is well...they made up..so..HOORAY!!!haha..next song..
time flies and days passed
emotions running while looking back
reflecting on my wrongdoings
vengence,guilt and sorrow
causing my heart sob out loud
walls collapsing on everything i've done wrong
my path blocked by the pain
blinding me with sorrow and hatred
standing like a fool
wondering how and where to head in future..
well...this was written when i was thinking abt the future when we all seperate..at that time...my mind was full of all those emotions..weird huh?so much emotion in a small little girl like me..but i'm happy now!!haha..thanks to my VERY good friends around me,i've finally managed to escape through the clutches of vengance and hatred..all is well now..but who knows?maybe i'll be full of hatred,sorrow and hurt in future..you may never know..*shrugs shoulders*hopefully i won't be like that anymore...+sigh+..aiyah...that's all..i ain't gonna let you peeps read my song animore..it's all crap one..+sigh+..so much for wanting to be a songwriter...*sniffs*haha..
well...my dae was nice!!niao niao came to my house and PLAY PLAY PLAY!!haha...i laughed till i almost pee on my shorts!!!HAHA!!then after she left..nothing much happened...it was suddenly so..BORING!!and soo many peeps never come to school..NOT FAIR!!if not my mother allows me NOT to go to school...+sigh+..but i know that it's impossible..so..i should give up the thought..yea?haha..life science..was INTERESTING..all the new type of cells i've learned todae...like..mitochondrion.....the ER...and many many more!!haha...kae lah..i wanna sleep now..i dun wanna have panda eyes animore!(for once lah..)SPANISH!!
love and peace to you all,
alisa
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