+sigh+..im soooooo unlucky today!!!!!!!!have been standing the whole day nonstop!!+sigh+..forgot to bring my apron for home econs..and english book for english..so..i just stood at the corner of the class..doing absolutely NOTHING for home econs..and...did my comprehension while standing up...it's not even friday the 13th!gosh..shouldnt let this happen again....i certainly do NOT want to get another zro for my home econs..+sigh+..i cant realli think about what to write about racial harmony..+sigh+..why must i get chosen?!?initially,i thought that all compares get to only read the speech prepared by other peeps..never did i expect them to actually write out the speech themselves!+sigh+..thank god i still have nawira and the others to help me..if not,i wouldnt even know what to do!but first,i HAVE to find a cheongsam to wear on tuesdae...+sigh+..cant i just wear the school uniform?this assembly is so troublesome..+sigh+...ok..maybe im wrong..being busy is bad...in fact..it's TIRING!there's always teachers calling me here..calling me there...asking me to meet them here..and there...all at the same time!!!+sigh+..it's impossible to quit now..oh well..should get used to it..my body will..in time..hopoefully.
went to support the guys today..hmm..what can i say..it was...FUN!haha...hadnt had sooo much fun since ages!!talked with the guys..janani seems a little uncomfortable when i hung out with the guys today..hmm..wonder why she is always like this...it seems that she's always impatient with me whenever im with the guys..maybe i left her out?i dont know...guess she felt left out..i dont know..i dont understand her anymore..
chatted with sushi many today again!!!haha!!!!+Sigh+..despite my unluckiness..im kinda glad that i could actually spend some time with him...dont get me wrong..it's not that we're in a relationship or i like him..it's just..+sigh+..complicated....badminton guys will know what i mean..haha..he talked more to me..which is a good sign..!hmm..not good..but GREAT!haha..it shows that he treats me as a good friend...
training is now thrice a week...a few months later..it'll be four times a week...gosh...why have all the hard trainings,when all we do is slack?!?i see no point in this stupid trainings!+sigh+...well..i got no say in this...im only a captain...not a teacher..oh well...SPANISH WAITER!!!
love and peace to y'all,
alisa,
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