chinese new year eve..after seeing all of my relatives again,i realised that we're actually not close to each other at all..hmm..im closer to my mother's side than with my father's side..guess we all just dont have anything to say to each other.its the same every single year..we dont even talk to each other now..such to the extend that we dont even greet each anymore..its just a simple nod now..

+sigh+..chinese new year is also the time when i hate her even more..whats there to SHOW OFF?just because she earn more money than my father,doesnt mean that she can THROW HER WEIGHT around whenever she feels like it.we're not TOOLS that can be used to show people how RICH or POWERFUL you are.i dont give a SHIT about how good or perfect you make yourself out to be..just because im your daughter doesnt mean that i have to be EXACTLY like you..im DIFFERENT.ACCEPT it.LIVE with it.whatever.i know that im never gonna be good enough for you.and im gonna stick to it whether you like it or not..

+sigh+..i've serioulsy had ENOUGH.it seems like life thinks that my life's not miserable enough yet.forget it..i think i've said too much.spanish~