Where have you been?
I've been waiting so long to hear from you
And all the things that we said we would do
Still remains to be nothing more then plans of the past
We've been too quiet for too long
Where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm
We'll never get this right.
Your words are cold, and the season is too
The comfort in your voice is gone.
Please don't keep in touch.
I'm better off all alone now that you've lost everything
I lovedIs this worth the time?
Am I done in your mind?
Will I regret once you're gone?
Why did I ever think that we would be so good?
We've been too quiet for too long
Where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm
We'll never get this right.
All right, I'm sorry that I even tried.
I was a fool to have hope in you.


its late,i know.but somehow,i cant just cant seem to fall asleep.im tired,physically.but still,this stubborn girl repeatedly refused to close her eyes.too many thoughts in my mind at the moment.cant concentrate in MATHS.[which is totally driving me NUTS by the way].
cant seem to get my maths right.maybe its due to my lack of commitment to the subject itself.it seems like im hating the subject as the days goes by.or rather,as the lessons goes by.
after every lessons,i appear to be more confused about the chapter rather than being more clear about it.even though from the outside,i look like i perfectly understand what the hell the teacher is talking about,i DONT.thats the problem with me.im STUBBORN.my egoistic mind refuses to accept the fact that i dont understand anything.this is a bad attitude adpated from the years and environment that i've grown from.i cant say that i've come from a bad past or bad family background.cause im NOT.but,its the environments and the situations that i've faced that influence me.thus,morphing me into someone whom i either hate,or am satisfied with.
the determination which i once had has DIES.perharps this is human nature?all of us are motivated to do great things for only a period of time and soon that feeling will die. this is just human nature and we cant deny it. we cant keep any flame from burning throughout our livee. sometime , the flame will go off and you would need to burn it again by yourself but all you need is a pinch of inspirations?i guess,inspirations is all it takes.=))

dont know why i'd have the sudden urge to write to write this but,oh well,INSPIRATIONS..=))

spanish~