start of term two; and Im already struggling in school. GOSH! I just dont get myself nowadays. I mean, I was fine with my lifestyle before in term one. But why do I feel so tired now? Maybe age is catching up on me? NAH.. Im not that old. And besides, Im still young. Hahas. I suppose, all I need is a little bit of getting used?

Totally didnt have the mood to play today. aarrgghh. made alot of mistakes and Mr. Lim wasnt all too happy about him. I dont know what the hell is wrong with me la but I just totally didnt have the heart to play. I have somehow lost the will/motivation to play for today. Well, not only for today; it was the same for yesterday as well. I died there; pushing myself to my freaking limits. And due to that, I cant concentrate in my studies when I reach home. Its like, the moment I reached home, I just feel like climbing into bed and sssllleeepppp... Maybe Im lacking the determination to keep myself awake and study? SIGH. I dont know. This is really bothering me. This is only sec two and Im already dying. What will become of me when sec three or even four?!? Wont I be commiting suicide in the future to come.?!? GOD. Hopefully everything will work out in the end. It always does. Just have to THINK POSITIVE. =)) I'll just have to stick it out and PERSERVERE!!!! Its pointless moaning about the mistakes that I make and stress over it. =)) *thinking positive* happy thought.happy thoughts.

spanish~