Now that its the end of the term, lets talk about it..
This term has been a fruitful, eye opening yet distasteful at the same time. For these past three months, I've encountered and discovered things all at the same time. No doubt I've went through[ or is still going through] the stage whereby everyone is offended by the things that I did, I still wanna thank them for feeling so and for this to happen to me. Some people would say that Im foolish while others, i think you'll still say that Im pretty darn stupid. Hahas, well, why would I say this? Hmm, its because of this incident did I find out who are my true friends and who are not. Who are those who truly cared about me and those who dont. Nocuous in a way, but yet at the same time, kinda relieving. At least now, it has lessen my pondering.
These past three months were also times when I did things that I didnt expect myself to do. Never did I expect myself to stupidly hang on to him. Stupidity and doubting at the same time. Am i really me? Hahas. Neither did I think that our friendship would end up like this. Awkwardness? I suppose so..
After this, I've learnt many things, made new friends and done many things. Hmm, too lazy to type about these three months so I guess I'll leave it here.
Hmm, am I really THAT dead? I dont think so. Yesterday, Chyuan Ming told me he wanted to quit badminton. And I just replied him,"Then you quit la. I can help you tell Mr Lim if you want me to.". His facial expression in respond to my answer kinda showed me that he expected me to answer him back in another way. What do you expect me to say? You expect me to beg you and try to convince you not to quit? God! Boys are weird. Hmm.. I have I Yu telling me that Im dead and that I have no feelings. Well, just to let you know, I do have feelings and I do know what kind of reactions or things you want me to say to you. But its just depending on whether I want to actually show things your way. Yes, there are times when Im slow[well, most of the time] BUT, Im young, Im naive and I dont get hints. +sigh+..Whatever.
..change of subject..
I woke up at 5 today!! Hahas.. Take note; 5PM.. Im NUTS! Hahas.. Its nice! I'd love to do so again if I were given the chance to another time maybe during the holidays? Hahas.. Hmm..I love Saturdays!=))
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- Saturday, March 11, 2006 @ 10:04 PM
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- Saturday, March 11, 2006 @ 10:04 PM
Now that its the end of the term, lets talk about it..
This term has been a fruitful, eye opening yet distasteful at the same time. For these past three months, I've encountered and discovered things all at the same time. No doubt I've went through[ or is still going through] the stage whereby everyone is offended by the things that I did, I still wanna thank them for feeling so and for this to happen to me. Some people would say that Im foolish while others, i think you'll still say that Im pretty darn stupid. Hahas, well, why would I say this? Hmm, its because of this incident did I find out who are my true friends and who are not. Who are those who truly cared about me and those who dont. Nocuous in a way, but yet at the same time, kinda relieving. At least now, it has lessen my pondering. These past three months were also times when I did things that I didnt expect myself to do. Never did I expect myself to stupidly hang on to him. Stupidity and doubting at the same time. Am i really me? Hahas. Neither did I think that our friendship would end up like this. Awkwardness? I suppose so.. After this, I've learnt many things, made new friends and done many things. Hmm, too lazy to type about these three months so I guess I'll leave it here. Hmm, am I really THAT dead? I dont think so. Yesterday, Chyuan Ming told me he wanted to quit badminton. And I just replied him,"Then you quit la. I can help you tell Mr Lim if you want me to.". His facial expression in respond to my answer kinda showed me that he expected me to answer him back in another way. What do you expect me to say? You expect me to beg you and try to convince you not to quit? God! Boys are weird. Hmm.. I have I Yu telling me that Im dead and that I have no feelings. Well, just to let you know, I do have feelings and I do know what kind of reactions or things you want me to say to you. But its just depending on whether I want to actually show things your way. Yes, there are times when Im slow[well, most of the time] BUT, Im young, Im naive and I dont get hints. +sigh+..Whatever. ..change of subject.. I woke up at 5 today!! Hahas.. Take note; 5PM.. Im NUTS! Hahas.. Its nice! I'd love to do so again if I were given the chance to another time maybe during the holidays? Hahas.. Hmm..I love Saturdays!=)) spanish~ |
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