Today hasnt been a good day for me. Just when I thought that things were getting better, they're not. They're just illusional. Too many things are happening to me and Im starting to suffocate. +sigh+.. Exams are over.GREAT. However, I can somehow predict that it isnt gonna be a good holiday for me after this term.

Im trying to keep my distance from him. But it seems that Im hurting everyone on the way as I do so. WHY? Im trying to satisfy everyone. Whats wrong with doing that? Im having doubts about our friendship now. +sigh+. Maybe I Yu was right..? I dont know anymore..

to SOMEONE;
im so disappointed in YOU. You are a different person now. I hardly even know you anymore. I hate you, I really do. But yet, I cant help myself from falling deeper. These feelings that I have [or rather, I THINK that I have] are not suppossed to exist in the first place. However, the more wrong it is, the more I feel that its right. what the hell..+sigh+.. This feeling of dilemma is BOTHERING. what a BUMMER~

Had fun with Christabel, Yen Ling, Jit Yang today..!WEE..!!!!! Spent loads of time LAUGHING! Hahas. Its nicer to hang out with them. Much more naived and direct. =)) Well, wonder what would happen if we were all to be in the same class.. HMM.. HAHAS.. Well, crossing my fingers while waiting for my result. WISH ME LUCK!=))

spanish~