Im finally free from the grasp of some of my emotions. How great is that? Hahas. But with one problem down, another few more to go. After reading Yan Zhen's blog, I realised that there are people who are facing even more serious problems than me. Thus the relief is washing over me now. Hmm, is there such thing as relief washing over me? Whatever, not really gonna bother much about my English now that Im already a goner in it. what a BUMMER. Hahas.
+sigh+. Another week. Another typical busy life I'd have to go through. Tests, homeworks and the different commitments that Im involved in. Another thing that adds on to my already busy scheduel is, DEBATE. GOD! If it werent for the persuation from Mrs You and Rashyd, I wouldnt be in this debate team. But strangely, it feels kinda nice to be able to debate. The tensed atmosphere is just, simply, exciting. Therefore, despite the many other things that I have to do for the week, Im kinda glad that Im involved in this. Feeling kinda honoured that they actually wanted me to join the team. Though its nothing significance, but still, every little small thing matters to me. Well, thats ALL that matters to me now. Right now, Im simply just too tired to bother about other things. Those matters can wait. Though dragging them wouldnt help in anything but only make it worst, but, whatever. I cant be bothered anymore. Just wanna concentrate on the important things first. Personal stuffs will have to wait. Even if it means that I 'd have to screw all of my priorities and thoughts again. I guess it wouldnt hurt to do a little bit of reorganising? Besides, Im a sucker at organising stuffs. HA~
Mr lim is SO nice! After talking to him today while doing mulitple, I realise that underneathe the big eyes, and the fierce looks and scary things that he do, he's actually a big softie. Hahas. Now, this is something you wont see so often in a teacher. Especially from a discipline teacher. Hahas. Hmm, maybe its cause we're from Badminton? I think not. He may appear prejudiced in the eyes of many, but, I think he's already trying his best to balance everything. So people, do understand the struggle that he's going through kae? How did I know about this struggle thingy? I dont know. I guess, after talking to him and roughly knowing what kind of life he's living, I kinda sympathise him. Hmm.. Guess I'd better stop all of this. I cant even handle my emotions properly now let alone handle the situations that are happening around me. So, it wouldnt be wise to add in another sympathy for someone? Besides, I dont think he'd be needing any of this. It'd be rubbish to him anyways. Hahas. Oh well, so much for that.
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