Relatively good day today.
But I cant seem to get something.
HOW TO GET MY DRIVE BACKKK!!??
It seems that I dont have the drive to play like how I used it.
Like, I dont know leh.
I just really bored in the game easily=/
Which is a super bad thing.
Thats why I cant seem to improve at all.
Cause my heart's not in it.
I need something.
To make me want to play better, hit harder.
To push me.
To..
AIYA I DONT KNOW LA.
Very vexed whenever I think about it.
I want my spirits back.
I want my energy back.
SIGH.
DONT KNOW LA.

People tell me to play more matches.
Like, participate more in tournaments.
But with school just reopening and all,
how to?
Haha.
SIGH.
MUST FOCUS ALISA!
Cannot like that already!
MUST WAKE UPPPP!

Mum's being an ass to me again -.-
Ohwell.
Nevermind la.
Already over(:
Haha.
Thank god for friends man.
They really are a charm(:
Wonder how I'll live without them.
hehehee(:

After all that I've been through,
I've learnt to appreciate the lil things that I'd have missed out.
Like how nice it is,
just having a random conversation with an old friend(:
Drinking a nice cup of bubbletea!
Eating banana fritter.
Which reminds me,
I NEED TO BUY BANANA!
And the light breeze..
AHH.
All the little things.
Haha,
really wonderful(: