- Saturday, September 17, 2005 @ 8:02 PM
tennis was...one word...FUN!!!!hahas...well...the drills were tough at first..but..the match was NICE!!maybe it was because of my absent for the past two weeks that the drills seemed tough to me..oh well...i think its best if i dont skip training next week...hmm...after a talk with coach alvin,i realised that he actually have high hopes for me in tennis..he thinks that im gonna make it of tennis if i work hard enough..hmm..after realising this,im even more hesistant on whether i should quit or not..+sigh+..forget it..lets leave this to the future..if one day i were forced to choose one of them,i think i'll decide then..if it was mr neo who's pushing me,i'll quit badminton..cause i dont like peeps to push me..or rush me..i love both badminton and tennis..but..+sigh+..i dont know..dont know anymore..
chatted with someone on thursday...i dont get it..how is it that you can understand me by just a conversation?!?how is it that you can see through me...+sigh+...did i expose anything to make you know things that would take all of my close friends years to know..?are you the key to my lock?i hope you are...cause at this moment,i really need someone like you to appear in my life..but please dont say or do anything to let others know..i dont need or want their sympathy...its not worth it..and besides,i dont need it..so..please dont tell anyone..but thank you for showing that you understand..
love and peace to y'all, alisa --x--
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