Mid Year's approaching and seriously, I havent been preparing for it. BUMMER~ It seems that even as one month has passed, Im still in a holiday mood. I find myself slacking while waiting for the one month break to come. GOSH, Im bound to do badly this term. Guess its time for me to buck up and stop slacking any further. Its bad for health, I heard. Hahas. CCA stand down is next week. WHAT A BUMMER. That means, no training for the rest of the week. Well, not really. At least Im still gonna train once a week for maintenance. So it should be alright. I think, this few weeks of break from badminton would do all of us some good. This'll be the time for us to reflect and think about trainings now. Are we really that commited? Or is it time for us to take a break from all these?

I find that I actually prefer Maths and Science to English and History. Kind of like a reverse to last year. Is it due to the teachers? NAH, I dont even bother to pay attention for Mr Chan's and Mrs Li's lessons. I dont think its worth it to pay attention cause they spend most of their time talking crap. Hmm, or is my ego getting in the way? Well, either way, I've gonna stop all of the slacking and start facing up to reality. EXAMS.

Even though all of the anger and disappointment arent gone, I still cant bring myself to hate you. Or rather, I cant bring myself to even do anything to show my displease. Is it because I treasure this friendship between? People tell me that its not worth is treasuring this kind of person. Yet somehow, Im like a moth attracted to the light. Knowing the danger of getting close to you, I still walk towards you, hoping that there would be anything left to salvage in our friendship. Perharps, time is all I need right now. Maybe time will heal the wounds? I suppose all it takes is a little bit of determination to get over it? I now know how Milly feels. Forget it. Its pointless thinking about it again. Gotta concentrate on my studies now; first piority. BOO~

spanish~

first comes anger, then doubts.